Sunday, January 17, 2021

Vera & Ayva are Going to be BIG SISTERS!!!

YEP you read that right!!! Vera and Ayva are going to be BIG SISTERS!!! Cambria and Jeff had their second embryo transfer on January 9th and they found out 6 days later that they were going to have another baby!!! But a few weeks later they found out that Cambria is housing another set of twins in her tummy!!!! So they will have 2 more siblings and be a family of 6!!! We are sooo excited and so grateful for modern medicine and IVF! WOW 4 kids under 3 years old, that's going to be a houseful!!


 

Wednesday, January 13, 2021

Gramma & Papa GREAT

With my parents on the other side of the veil, I want my grandkids to know that they may only have one set of grandparents on earth from our side of the family, that I want them to have experiences with their Horlacher GREAT Grandparents. We try and stop by once a week and visit and have them over when we have family dinners on Sunday. It's funny because I can see how exhausted they are after a while of being with 4 bundles of energy!!!

We love being together and I know that Bryan's parents LOVE their GREAT grandkids.
I can still remember when my kids were this age and they were being Grandparents for the first time.  



 

Wednesday, January 6, 2021

Vitamin Shopping

 Today we went shopping at 8:00am. I arranged our schedule so that right when the stores opened we were there, less people and less germs. We hooked Bryan's oxygen up to the portable tank and he was on his way. We of course had his 2nd dose of NAC and Emergencee before we left. Bryan said when he woke up, I feel pretty good, lets try and move my oxygen down to 1.5 as he was getting ready. Every now and then I saw him take off his nose tube and walk around without it. So I figured he can easily grab it if he needs it. We got in the truck and Bryan was soooooo excited to be "kind of" normal. He of course wanted to drive his TRUCK and he didn't wear his oxygen, but we had it close by incase he needed some air. 

We went to Wal-Mart, Natural Grocers and Costco to get Vitamins and then chik Fil A for breakfast burritos. We went to the temple and sat and watched the construction going on. Everytime we get Chik Fil A we go to the temple for our dinner at the temple. 

It was so good to be with my husband and see him starting to feel more normal. It's crazy when things like this happens you have a greater appreciation for your loved ones. Bryan was so excited to start feeling better and had so much hope and  faith in these supplements. I silently made a promise to Heavenly Father that with the knowledge that I have gained from my brother I would do all I could do to help others that get this nasty Virus. 


Tuesday, January 5, 2021

My Brother Joe brings us a blessing

Today Bryan has been doing a little bit better. It's so hard to watch him as he recovers. I get nervous when I see his number on his oximeter go down or when I see him run to the room to lay on his stomach or when I hear him say, "man my chest feels tight". The first time I heard him say that out loud, I messaged his nurse Natalie and she said if you have any worries, just take him into the ER to be checked. She also said, "A tight chest and shallow breathes are NOT good". She also sent me some info to read and just to give me more knowledge. He is still on oxygen and going between 2.5-2 liters. 

Tonight, my brother Joseph came over to bring Bryan a bottle of NAC and some Emergencee. He said that this is good stuff to help rebuild and strengthen his lungs. While he was here he shared with us his knowledge of supplements and things that he has tried and has been helping him. So I pulled out my notepad and started taking notes. He told me about his Diabetes and what has been helping him and what he takes for his heart and for his liver and joints. He gave me a huge list of things that will help us. It's funny but Bryan and I were just talking about getting ourselves more healthier as we age. I totally know that Joe's visit was a TENDER MERCY from our Heavenly Father to help us on this journey. 

We had a wonderful visit and he stayed for about 4 hours just talking and sharing knowledge. It was so good to see him. I gave Bryan his first dose of NAC and Emergencee and he went to bed (on the couch recliner with his oxygen in his nose). I am still sleeping in Sydnee's room and checking on Bryan a few times during the night. 

Monday, January 4, 2021

ALL ALONE caring for Bryan

This morning I had a prayer of thanks to my Heavenly Father and thanked him for my mom and her example to me of being such a great caregiver to my dad. I prayed to allow my mom to be with me during this time of taking care of Bryan so she can guide me of what to do for his care. I am still sleeping in Sydnee's room, I'm a little paranoid of getting this virus. I am so scared because I know that my lungs aren't totally 100% and I know what it feels like when I can't take deep breaths from my allergy induced asthma. So Bryan is sleeping on the couch in a sit up position with his oxygen at 2 liters. 

 Bryan woke up pretty tired and congested. He got in the shower and blew lots of black gunk out of his nose. He laid on the bed on his stomach and I had the thought to use the massage gun on his back and lower back and butt to increase blood flow while we listened to the Tabernacle Choir. After using the gun I went to the opposite side of the bed and grabbed the lotion to put some on his feet. (Bryan does NOT like people to rub his feet) So I grabbed one foot an put lotion on and rubbed into the dry skin. While rubbing it in I had a thought come into my mind that I should look up reflexology and concentrate in the areas of the lungs to help strengthen his lungs.

So I rubbed and paid closer attention to the pad of the foot below the toes area for the lungs. I did both feet and then rubbed lotion up his legs.  After I was done it was about 8:30am I looked at my phone and received this message from a lady who has been praying for Bryan through the WORLDWIDE UNIFIED FACEBOOK PAGE

SUSAN: Thank you for your update. I’m being told that God is giving Richard another healing now 🙏❤🙏8:24AM

I DON'T BELIEVE IN COINCIDENCES ONLY GOD INCIDENCES!
I believe he was directing me as I was massaging Bryan this morning. He put those thoughts in my mind and I was in tune to be able to listen.
I love my Heavenly Father and I am so grateful for his direction and love for me and my husband.
BRYAN'S THOUGHTS :
I keep thinking of movies like the end of  "Saving Private Ryan" when he is at his father's grave and he says, "tell me I'm a good man" (Bryan is bawling) I shared with him something from his cousin Rita: So grateful he is home and continues to get well. Not sure if I have ever told you guys this. My ex Alan thought the world of Bryan, he passed away last year in March , but he thought Bryan was the best ever. Always told me what a wonderful guy he is. Happy New Year to you and your family! 💜
(NO COINCIDENCE) 

Bryan is very weepy and sensitive to the spirit right now. He cries a lot and is very appreciative of all the prayers and love sent to him while in the hospital. He said, "Tonya it is amazing how much I could feel the love and prayers of everyone. Having Fabian's wife as my nurse was also a tender mercy." He was so tender and sensitive with so much gratitude for his life and Heavenly Father blessing him. We got news that our good friends were both in the hospital with COVID. Both of them not doing very well. We later found out that Lopini got to go home but his wife was just put on a ventilator and in ICU. Oh my goodness that is the worse news ever. OH Heavenly Father please bless her. We also got word that my Uncle Leonard was in the hospital with COVID as well and in the ICU. Bryan kept crying about everything he keeps hearing about other people fighting this virus.