ALL ALONE caring for Bryan

This morning I had a prayer of thanks to my Heavenly Father and thanked him for my mom and her example to me of being such a great caregiver to my dad. I prayed to allow my mom to be with me during this time of taking care of Bryan so she can guide me of what to do for his care. I am still sleeping in Sydnee's room, I'm a little paranoid of getting this virus. I am so scared because I know that my lungs aren't totally 100% and I know what it feels like when I can't take deep breaths from my allergy induced asthma. So Bryan is sleeping on the couch in a sit up position with his oxygen at 2 liters. 

 Bryan woke up pretty tired and congested. He got in the shower and blew lots of black gunk out of his nose. He laid on the bed on his stomach and I had the thought to use the massage gun on his back and lower back and butt to increase blood flow while we listened to the Tabernacle Choir. After using the gun I went to the opposite side of the bed and grabbed the lotion to put some on his feet. (Bryan does NOT like people to rub his feet) So I grabbed one foot an put lotion on and rubbed into the dry skin. While rubbing it in I had a thought come into my mind that I should look up reflexology and concentrate in the areas of the lungs to help strengthen his lungs.

So I rubbed and paid closer attention to the pad of the foot below the toes area for the lungs. I did both feet and then rubbed lotion up his legs.  After I was done it was about 8:30am I looked at my phone and received this message from a lady who has been praying for Bryan through the WORLDWIDE UNIFIED FACEBOOK PAGE

SUSAN: Thank you for your update. I’m being told that God is giving Richard another healing now ️8:24AM

I DON'T BELIEVE IN COINCIDENCES ONLY GOD INCIDENCES!
I believe he was directing me as I was massaging Bryan this morning. He put those thoughts in my mind and I was in tune to be able to listen.
I love my Heavenly Father and I am so grateful for his direction and love for me and my husband.
BRYAN'S THOUGHTS :
I keep thinking of movies like the end of  "Saving Private Ryan" when he is at his father's grave and he says, "tell me I'm a good man" (Bryan is bawling) I shared with him something from his cousin Rita: So grateful he is home and continues to get well. Not sure if I have ever told you guys this. My ex Alan thought the world of Bryan, he passed away last year in March , but he thought Bryan was the best ever. Always told me what a wonderful guy he is. Happy New Year to you and your family! 
(NO COINCIDENCE) 

Bryan is very weepy and sensitive to the spirit right now. He cries a lot and is very appreciative of all the prayers and love sent to him while in the hospital. He said, "Tonya it is amazing how much I could feel the love and prayers of everyone. Having Fabian's wife as my nurse was also a tender mercy." He was so tender and sensitive with so much gratitude for his life and Heavenly Father blessing him. We got news that our good friends were both in the hospital with COVID. Both of them not doing very well. We later found out that Lopini got to go home but his wife was just put on a ventilator and in ICU. Oh my goodness that is the worse news ever. OH Heavenly Father please bless her. We also got word that my Uncle Leonard was in the hospital with COVID as well and in the ICU. Bryan kept crying about everything he keeps hearing about other people fighting this virus.